- I Kings 19:7 And the angel of the LORD came again the second time, and touched him, and said, Arise and eat; because the journey is too great for thee. (kjv)
God knows what I have need of and how to supply that need. Elijah had just requested that God take his life. He had a great moment of victory, rather experienced a great victory that God let him participate in. This victory was three years in the making. Three years of living by absolute faith. Food was brought to him daily for part of it. For the remaining time food was constantly supplied from an almost empty barrel of meal and cruz of oil.
It takes some strength to live by faith. It takes strength to experience victory over doubt. It is a person who is strong in faith to resist the desire to find a way to stock the fridge for an extended period of time so as not to wonder where the next meal is coming from. I've seen people quit over these faith developing times. I've seen kids abandon parents and God because they did not want to live from God's hand to their mouths on a daily basis.
It had been a long three years and on mount Carmel Elijah no doubt thought that it was over. Maybe he was thinking it was time for a vacation. Time to relax a little, enjoy a little rest from this spiritual warfare he had battled for the last three years. Then that witch, Jezebel had to come after him. Why can't I get a break? Why must I now run for my life? Why must I remain on gaurd? God, just take my life. It is enough. I have fought long enough. I am tired. Just end it now. It is more than I can handle."
Elijah needed some strength. Elijah needed some encouragement. Elijah needed an understanding ear. Elijah's job was far from over, but even that news was more than he was going to be able to bear at the moment. Elijah fell asleep with the depressed heart. Then, an angel came.
I think the angels name must have been Mom. Moms have a unique ability to understand when their kids need a loving response. Dads tend to say, "Man up, boy," but Moms are a litter softer, a little gentler. While there are times when we need to be left to find the strength within ourselves to continue on the path, there are other times that we need to be given the strength from outside ourselves. Using the wrong technique at either time can ruin the person in need. God gave children moms and dads for many reasons, this is one of them. It would do children well for parents to listen to each other and decide how to respond to their children. If both are focused on the child's godly victory over a struggle (as opposed to allowing them to quit) the methods must be closely considered.
So Mom comes along, bakes a cake and pours some refreshing water. After all is lovingly prepared, Mom gently wakes Elijah. Notice there is no calling his name, but rather a gentle loving touch. I imagine that Elijah initially responds with a barely perceptible, sleepy moan. As the touch continues, more like the loving caress of a parent with their child, Elijah sighs as he loses much of his burden. Still longer and he begins to wake up and hears the loving voice of Mom say, "You've had a long day, Elijah. I have baked a cake for you and here is some cool, fresh water for you to drink. You'll feel better after eating."
Mom knows there is more work for Elijah to do, but now is not the time to tell Elijah. Now is the time to give him the strength to recover. There is no reasoning with Elijah about how he shouldn't be so depressed. There is no attempt to remind him of how faithful God has been in the past, and how Elijah needs to trust him now. There is absolutely no mention of the future, or Elijah's current emotional condition. There is only the acknowledgement of that condition, understanding that he needs to receive strength rather than find it, and the provision of that strength. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that angel's name was Mom.
The very method Elijah was awakened gave him the strength to rise and eat. It was encouraging, loving, caring, and strengthening. What an Awesome God we serve.
For all of that, Elijah needed more. Now there is a second cake and more water. Now Elijah is awakened with a touch and a voice. There is a little more discipline in the voice. It's not as soft as the touch was earlier in the night, but Elijah has more strength now and he needs to draw on it. It's now morning, time for Elijah to get up, and back on the road. Time to engage in the spiritual battle. But, he's not quite ready yet. He needs strengthening yet. The voice is not rough, it is understanding. "Elijah, honey. It's time to wake up. I've prepared your favorite breakfast for you this morning. Get dressed and come into the kitchen. You'll need the strength your breakfast will give you. There's a lot to do." I can almost hear Elijah's response, "Awe Mom, do I have to?" If you've got teens, you know what I'm saying.
He didn't have strength for the journey he was about to embark on, and I believe God was addressing another journey; the journey of the rest of his life. Elijah's original plea was that God take his life and let him enter into that eternal rest. It was not time for rest. It was time to train a replacement, start a college or two, and equip a new generation for the battles they were going to be called on to fight. There was much work to do. God strengthened Elijah first. Afterwards he met him at a cave and told him to man up.
Pressing on,
Mark Hebert
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